Jamaican/Rastafari word for VITAL, ORGANIC, NATURAL, WHOLESOME… real roots

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Blood Leaves, Elephant Trunks & A Yellow Flower: The Return of My Muse

I uprooted this from my myspace page. It was written the day after I was told that my college (SUNY Purchase in Westchester County,NY) used to be a slave holding/auction spot and how deeply I felt about the experience.  

There is very little information to refute the claim and of course it is not something we were taught about the history of the school. But it is a dirty little secret that most of us had heard along the way. 

Today, Purchase, New York is an extremely wealthy town that houses the corporate headquarters of MasterCard and PepsiCo (the school only sold Pepsi beverages..monopoly anyone?). 

Written in 2007

Experiences can be taken as the lessons of life. So whatever it is that one does one needs to gain a lesson from it.

Writing used to be my outlet. I say ‘used to be’ because I haven’t been writing as much as I once did or even should be now. Just living and thinking without much literature. In fact, I haven’t been reading much other than school work. What is it that made the muse missing in my mind, what made my muse minimize in my heightZ, and leave me without that light, that might, that potency and power and in the scheme of all things i think i found it in that yellow flower………….

Yesterday was a day that was well spent and important to my life. Who knew that the land that I have been walking through was a slave plantation, only looking much different because of its new buildings and modernization. I spent the day with, Janessa who had been at the school before me. We drove to one of the nearby towns but we really wanted to chill at school.

I had heard of ‘The Elephant Tree’, but didn’t know what the raas it was, so she said she would show it to me. As we walked the grounds she told me why it was called the ‘Elephant Tree’. Halfway into the story she gasped and said “Z look, i’ve never seen it with Blood Red Leaves!!!”, I followed her around the corner and immediately i knew why it is called the ‘Elephant Tree’.

A tree in a yard not closely surrounded by any trees, standing obviously different from the others. The Leaves had the colour of rich blood- exposed to the open air, broken from skin.

The closer I walked to it the more I realized that the ground I was standing on knew the blood and last footsteps of Afrikans brought to or born in the U.S and the high high branches that I was about to be beneath were used to lynch my family whose lives were never their own.

The Branches- they looked like the trunks of an elephant but this elephant seemed to have a thousand trunks spewing the blood of those separated at this spot and centuries of sorrow.

The overwhelming feelings that moved within and around me, this language does not have the capacity to explain. The only thing I felt like knowing was what was my true-true name. I wondered of those fated to this spot and did they complain, when they were damned to die, did they feel their lives were in vain. What are their true-true names, these people we only know as slaves, who are their people who are all over and still in chains.

Even if just mental…

What happened to those who were left in Africa to mourn? These are the same ones today we look at with scorn, only because we feel we are better born; HOW? When from our life-line we were torn. To fetch, feed, farm, fuck and forlon????

To bleed and die; the tree with the bloody leaves.

My body became filled with a tide that brought me so close to my roots that my feet touched Mother’s Shore.

And it was all in that yellow flower that I found my clutch. The yellow flower, placed in praise, by an anonymous praiser who showed me that I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE! Someone shares my vision of vitality from the strength of our ancestors. In Honouring the Honourable. Respecting the Respectable. Moving towards a trod that enables the prosperity and life more abundant that is ours.

I luv my life, and I know that it has to be livicated to so much more than me. For in that bloody red elephant tree, i saw my body and I saw that I am key, and in the yellow flower I see what I want to be.


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I Wayne Mix by Supanova

When I-Wayne came onto the reggae music scene many people were shaken to the core. Impartial and razor-sharp, he was seen as the return to real reflexive thinking of Rastafari youths within the industry.

My favorite artist from bout 2004. Here Supanova returns to the turntables after establishing himself on the Kingston, Jamaica videography scene as one to watch.

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Forever Mama Faybiene Miranda

Mama Faybiene dances down the isle at my Auntie's wedding, poetry in hand.

Mama Faybiene dances down the isle at my Auntie’s wedding, poetry in hand (Brooklyn)

There are some people who come to Earth to bring light and hope . This is how I felt when I was around Mama Faybiene. I didn’t even know about her revolutionary 1975 reggae song that was banned in Jamaica, didnt even know she was a reggae artist at all. I learned about this last night as I found out about her transition on Queen Afua’s twitter page and then came upon a wealth of info online about her most valued contribution that we give thanks for.

I knew Mama Faybiene as the elder of my sistren Nika, her mom’s busom buddy. It just connected to me as I read the interview posted below, that Mama Faybiene is one of the poets featured  in a book my parents had called- Itations of Jamaica and I Rastafari. Book-Itations-Of-Jamaica-And-I-Rastafari-1st-Edition

Mama Faybiene in the bottom left corner from the book "Itations of Jamaica and I Rastafari"

Mama Faybiene in the bottom left corner from the book “Itations of Jamaica and I Rastafari”

Those vivid and telling photos have stayed in my headspace all my life.  I also remember her tattoos one of which I asked about and she was happy to explain. I remember her as a poet, pouring out the word sound power.  She will forever be carried on by the numerous people she has influenced and blessed with her presence.

Listen to the banned song, read the in depth interview with her and watch her in a TEDx talk in NYC 2010.

Walk Good Mama Faybiene

A Stand To Be Taken: Interview with Faybiene Miranda by Peter I (